So a while ago i liked a girl from my college and i didn't think that she would like me back so i thought nothing of it, but it turns out that she did like me but for some reason i just couldn't bring myself to ask her out.
Ever since breaking up with my ex i've not been fond of the idea of a relationship, for fear of it turning out like the first real relationship, no trust, constant arguing, spending each waking moment either together or on the phone and just general things like that. Its fine spending time with each other but when its for that period of time it wears you down and you start to notice things about that person that you at first didn't, not for the better either.
But its because of those preconceptions that i haven't been with anyone since and its been around a year and 10 months since i broke up with her, and its only realising that now that she has lost interest in me and found another guy, and i don't blame her at all i just hope that he makes her happy she's a awesome girl =] but even writing this i'm still not 100% confident that i could ask someone out yet, still working on that, also i need a hair cut...

LewLew =/